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yesterday was the last day i would ever be a high school student. i cant stop thinking its driving me crazy.
nothing seems real i cant believe im done with high school this is it and i keep repeating " Now What" after 10 months i still dont know what im going to do with my life. my graduation is tomm. and im deff. nervous and cant wait to see my class mates one more time.

yesterday was the last day i would ever be a high school student. i cant stop thinking its driving me crazy.
nothing seems real i cant believe im done with high school this is it and i keep repeating " Now What" after 10 months i still dont know what im going to do with my life. my gradution is tomm. and im deffinatly nervous and cant wait to see my class mates one more time.

Im always setting myself up for failure.... im constanly wanting alot but am not willing to earn or pay for it. It feels like when i finally acomplish something and get that weight lifted off my shoulders i set myself up for something more stressfull than the last, but i always find some way of pulling threw i just choose the most difficult route. I dont know if this is making me a stronger person or slowly breaking me down. Im always screwing up, i need to change my ways.

Sometimes its hard to say things to someone who wont listen...or they claim to listen, but they dont get it because they are completely wrapped up in other things that clearly doesnt make them happy. It disturbs me that happiness isnt there like it used to be.

when im gone im gone im never looking back.

So went and seen the counting crows, goo goo dolls, and augustana it was a truly amazing show... cc are the fucking shit.. adam duritz is the most amazing beautiful guy on this planet! This was the best concert i have ever been too. but anyways ive only slept 3 hours in 2 days and i can feel my body wanting to shut down .... well thats all peace
- The Mimi

soo went to a show the other night it seriously sucked dick... i sat around the whole night and just wanted to leave none of the bands struck my attention well enough to stand up... im so sick of hearing the same fucking music everytime they all sound the same. amherst is the only local band i know that sounds differnt and i know they love there music and arent in a band to get some, they truly love there music and i love them for that.FUCK!

The Omen sucked ass!

Im having a bad week first off,Im on my way home from louisville and i hit every single red light from there to henry county. im stuck babysitting all summer. I basically have no job which means no gas money or money to do anything, im very bored,and my fav band has basically broken up which means no shows to go to over the summerand no real music to listen to and more boredum! but complaining will do nothing so life goes on and maybe things will get better next week!
peace out, maria haha

welp it was fun as shit. it helped with alot of stuff. but yeah anyways.

we got there around 2pm and stood out in the cold until 730. it was crazy shit. fucking froze. but anyways... me and mimi went and got some food in kroger.. we got a 2liter of diet pepsi some other drink and a bag of chips. well then this radio station people asked if we wanted to go into the meet and greet with SOTY. we was all pumped! it was awesome. mine and mimis second time chilling with them and chasitys first. it was fun. we got tons of pictures with them and stuff. ill post them on myspace later. theres this guy Biff who is their rodey thing and i love him to death. he was short like me. it was awesome. well after about an hour of hangin out with them we had to go sit in the cold again. it sucked. and adam kept saying he had to poop while we was inside and then he came outside and was like ya know what? i still havent pooped lol.
what a loser. anyways. at 7 30 we went in and got front role like always. and met some guys in a band, they was cool i guess. then the first band called Sophmore played. I fuckin loved them. then stretch armstrong played and some crowdsurfer went on top of mimis head and the body guard person tried and get him and she broke her nose on the rail. she bled ALOT. then she started feeling like she was going to pass out and so her and chasity walked away and then i tried to get out but no one would let me then the body guard person picked me up and i went and found them in the bathroom. but while i was gettin through the crowd some girl pushed me down and i sprung my ankle really bad and shit and then i punched her in the face and walked away. she was prolly going to kick my ass lol. and well then SOTY started to play so we went upstairs. and then we tried gettin in the front again and we eventually made it and before we did this guy was pushing people into the mosh...he said "he was helping" whatever and he started getting in chasitys face and i was like get the fuck outta her face and he was like do you wanna be in there? if not then calm down. but yeah then we walked away and got to the front again and then we got all into again and yeah, then we left. it was fun as hell and im happy we got to experience it.


by the way this is angel.....